Ready to go to a Ska show tonight.
I have a girlfriend now.
I started working again at Del Monte.
Things are looking up!
Later today! I will be playing in DxMxFx and Abysmal Piss! a $0.50 show of nothing but un pc hate grind!
So I was practicing with my grindcore band DxMxFx and after we finished playing our set my guitarist asked me if I was ready for a Codine set. I was like alright, my guitarist and vocalist wanted to do a side project of kinda like a Stoner Doom Sludge type of band and call it Codine. So we started playing and after about 10 mins of straight playing I was in a different state of mind. I was sober too! We played straight Pentagram/Electric Wizard/Sleep/Saint Vitus/Noothgrush style music. My vocalist said that we have been playing for about an hour which felt like a few minutes.
It was such a good feeling being in a different state of mind that the music put me in haha. Plus something different than the Grindcore and Death Metal bands I play in. Hopefully we get this project going.
I notice in the area I live and the people that I know they are coming out as racists. All I see and hear is 14/88 and Mexicans this and “protecting the white race” and shit. The thing that kinda got to me is some, now ex “friends” who are like that. Makes me want to smash their faces in because before some weren’t like that. I think it is a trend to be all “seig heil” and 14/88 nowadays.
There is a difference between being proud of your culture and thinking that your race is superior to others.